Today I went to work. They bought me a cake for my birthday which was last Sunday. That was cool/nice but I think I went red and didn’t say much. Well then again I usually don’t say much altogether (‘specially if theres more than a few people). Eh and recently A.K/M has been mentioning how I *have/should* talk more. But that is so much easier said than done. And even though I feel somewhat older and somewhat more self-confident than I was in Yr 9, I have a feeling that communication wise, I’ve slipped backwards down the ladder. And I have that strange funny feeling inside me that others have noticed/sensed that too.